Mimi, this article was written as a form of expression to meet myself exactly where I was at. It sounded confusing because I was confused; depression is confusing. I wasn't trying to cover a specific subject matter and really didn't care if no one read what was published. I was surprised when so many people could relate to my confusion and despair at that time. It's to date one of my best performing articles. I am sorry it didn't resonate with you in the ways you hoped.