Thank you for sharing this story with us, Kit. Because my dad is an alcoholic, and my mom has had her own struggles with alcoholism, my brother and I have always been alert to our relationship to alcohol. My brother is older than me and struggled to keep a healthy relationship with it, which is why he gave it up entirely. So far, I've been able to keep a relatively healthy relationship to it, but it's not easy. The PTSD is definitely present, though. It's hard stuff to move on from. I think it's really special you've grown compassion and empathy for your grandmother as you've aged and learned more about the family history.