This brought tears to my eyes, Kylie. I relate in so many ways. I let perfectionism destroy so many relationships with good men. My obsession with being perfect also led me into an eating disorder which lasted six years. It's taken a lot of self-awareness to grow out of thos negative tendencies, and I can tell you've adopted a similar self-awareness. Your husband sounds like a really great man, and I'm happy he stayed by your side to remind you that you are absolutely good enough.